hi, people! -___-"

hello, people.. it's just a short entry in a very crowded mind since i have a lot of things to do and a lot of sadness inside my heart and mind...

i don't know why, but i just really want to go back to some years ago.. when things were going well and could be controlled...
i don't know why, but it's just so difficult for me now to make my heart, mind, and logic run in the same way...

i need my mind back
i need my logic back

i need the bad feelings go....
and the good things won't come to an end =(

nite, people!

Quote of The Day

when everything goes wrong on me... i just stop and talk to myself that...

"i have to be strong in patience"

Hello, loneliness... we meet again in I (don't) miss u so..

love.. love.. loneliness...

(picture from : http://monstrousappetite.wordpress.com)

selamat, Malam!

selamat, Malam..

kubasuh biru dalam indahnya pekat hitammu
saat satu-dua rindu menyertai rasa yang tak kunjung mereda

ah, entah apa yang kurasa padamu
hati berbisik terdengar jerit
napas memburu seolah akan segera meredup

kala ini duaribu sepuluh
padamu harapku utuh...

rinduku padamu





..malam..

silaturahmi ke Purwoharjo

Kemarin (26/09/10) gw n temen2 KKN silaturahmi ke Purwoharjo.. udara yang cukup cerah menghantarkan rombongan melewati lingkungan "rumah" yang 2 bulan ditempati..
sawah yang masih sama, jembatan yang masih sama, pepohonan yang masih sama.. semua belum berubah.. tapi semua itu (kini) gw lewati dengan rasa kangen dan kagum...
2 bulan kebersamaan, 2 bulan penuh pemaknaan.

dan, sekarang, disinilah gw... berkutat dengan apa2 yang gw sebut "reality"


Finally, i'll continue my life and they'll continue their life....
it might be the end, but it will never forgotten

=== case closed ===

I smell the PETRICHOR...

Petrichor (pronounced /ˈpɛtrɨkər/; from Greek petros "stone" + ichor the fluid that flows in the veins of the gods in Greek mythology) is the name of the scent of rain on dry earth.

The term was coined in 1964 by two Australian researchers, Bear and Thomas, for an article in the journal Nature. In the article, the authors describe how the smell derives from an oil exuded by certain plants during dry periods, whereupon it is absorbed by clay-based soils and rocks. During rain, the oil is released into the air along with another compound, geosmin, producing the distinctive scent. In a follow-up paper, Bear and Thomas (1965) showed that the oil retards seed germination and early plant growth.

(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Petrichor)

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